Mummy's Stories

No Time To Be Weak!

One of the hardest things I have learnt since becoming a mother is that even when you are at your weakest, on your knees, praying for a break, you can’t stop. You can’t just say ‘ok, I’m out for the next 3 hours. I’m going to go and get a hot chocolate, put a girly movie on, then take a long nap.’ No, no, no. 

And I’m having one of those days. I’m not feeling too great, I’ve got way too much running through my head and I’m going to bed but all I can think about is ‘how many times is Milly going to wake up tonight?’ And recently, she has been waking up every couple of hours. I’m not sure why. I have tried so many different tactics to train her to sleep through the night but to no avail. It has even got to the point now where me and baby are sleeping in another room just so hubby can get a good nights sleep. I think the past year and a half of running on less sleep has finally caught up with me. 

And it’s in these moments that’s you have to just stare at your little princess and remember that any sacrifices made for her and her well being are so incredibly worth it. I could wake up 10 times during the night and she still makes me smile when we finally get up in the morning. 

And that is amazing. The fact that this little human can make you feel so happy and content. It’s a wonderful feeling and one of my favourite things about being a mummy. 

How could you not smile at this gorgeous face?! 💕

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Mummy's Stories

Waking Up… yawn!

Daddy leaves for work at about 7:15am. He has offered in the past to slip out the door in silence but I much prefer him to wake me up and say goodbye. So, normally, I’m awake. On the very rare occasion that I’m absolutely shattered, I may drift back off to sleep. But if you’re waiting for me to explain all the many things I get done early in the morning then you are about to be very much disappointed. I was not a morning person before I had a baby, and despite my best efforts, I can’t seem to change that. I basically just lay there for a while. Milly sleeps in our room so I check on her and make sure she is still asleep. Then it’s back to the bed or the sofa, a few flicks through Instagram, a scroll down the news, maybe check my emails. 

And then, on a good day, sleeping beauty will wake up around 8:30. (Yes, that’s a whole hour of me laying on the bed.. don’t judge!) She gets herself off the bed, pulls open the door and staggers out in to the living room, still slightly confused as to what is happening. She then looks around, and after spotting me, the first thing she wants is a long squeezy cuddle. Every day. I love it! During this cuddle, she seems to slowly wake up to the world around her, realising that she is wasting precious playing time, and signals for me to put her down! Ah well, it was good while it lasted. 

So starts the day! Good morning world!

Cuddles!